i should oeobably tell mom ki it's not fault actually sh knows tabhi whenever i end up yelling or talking rudely she just let's me be i think people were right about me being spoiled nobody else would ever do this but she knows i am angry she doesn't know why or still thinks it's stress and frustration catching up so she lets me slip say studpi shit from time to time sorry i yelled at you it wasn't your fault i am angry at myself also i love you so much for never saying anything and just allowing me to have atleast one outlet of emotions
marna hai
and now i ended worrying my sister too like great fucking awesome
everything about myself my body my voice my thoughts my emotions me ewewewewwewwwwww
i hate myself so much
the need to sit in rain and cry
a song should not have this much effect on my mood this is not normal
self harm assault situationship daddy issues this is everything it's contains ALL OF THEM
i actually relate to that girl bawling her eyes to exile so much right now
i don't want to be annoying about this on main but GOD BY MORNING GONE WAS ANY TRACE OF YOU I THINK I AM FINALLY CLEAN i don't listen to surpise songs immediately after but here i am BECAUSE 10 MONTH SOBER I MUST ADMIR JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE CLEAN DON'T MEAN YOU DON'T MISS IT
asked mom to stay in my room for the night i am scared LOL
obviously at the end of the day people will come for me because now it's looking like i was the one starting the fight for no reason and it's easier to play pretend or get past it because everyone has known everyone for the longest never ever publically getting involved or defending anyone again
i am just wow ok lol
soo hi jana chahiye
don't be angry don't be angry don't be angry😁😁😁
just say you chickened out because now you're slapped with truth in your face no shame in that frfr
it's bothers me in a way like why would you go so low but at the same time i am also like it won't stop people who stan and enjoy her from cheering her success and yk that so what's the point? like do you feel better not listening to "medicore music (which was literally your top 5 in spotify wrapped) and unethical billionaire" ye support and urge to scream and make it clear that hate her wasn't there 2 days ago so why suddenly?? unless.... yeah unless you're doing this to feel better "morally and ethically" than other people